HuiLin
20
BPGHS'07
JJC'09
NUS FASS
<3 JOEL KOH

♥ buddies ♥ Jorge Carlyn Yeun See Le Ting Melissa HuiMin Yu Min Jacelyn 08A03 Kerong Pei Yi Clarence Hui Min Friends

i wanna live a carefree life. no worries. loads of freedom. =x

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DIVA's NIGHT ^^

OMG. awesome day.
even tho 21 doesnt sound v nice.. but still,
the party made up for all the SEPs etc that i didnt go..or even sign up
really appreciate the help from my friends, family and bf (:


Many asked what i wanted.. actually, its too out of reach. haha
so anyways, thanks to my real friends, they actually bought stuff that were really practical and nice!

The most expensive present i've received in my whole life .. till now,
is the IPAD from dar!

THANKS ALOT (: haha what's really special..was the engraving on it =.=

Special thanks to my clique from BPGHS (:

loved the pressie..

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HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE (:



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 AWESOME START - JANUARY!

Soci Chalet 2012 (:

glad we had this chalet.. to bond before the crap begins. hahaha

Sociology Conference is killing me.. and FML. im presenting like a prof to jc kids.

BBQ was awesome..even though 98% were chicken products @.@

hehe.. and through some awesome drinking games..

i'm not afraid to drink anymore.

i love vodka =p

HEHE.

THANKS BABY

so wanna say thank you..

for always being there..when i needed you (:

thanks for being my lovely driver ..

thanks for cooking me lunch and making breakfast!

thanks for being my medicine when i have cramps..

thanks for enduring my PMS.. i know how shitty i cn be

thanks for including me in your life

thanks.. for not being afraid to tell e whole world..

that im your girlfriend(:

Great start for a new year.

spent Christmas and New Year's Eve with dar's friends (:

those i feel so at ease with now..

thanks for your surprises!!

little penguin.. puss in boots.. and my SPARKLES!!!

Im turning 21.

Hope maturity sets in..

and i wanna stay this happy.. forever (:

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dont know why.
suddenly i have a preference.
suddenly.. i just feel like spending.
suddenly.. just feel like pampering myself..
like never before.
so much more .. relaxed. happy.
indulgence. freedom. ...





HL"S BDAY ^^
omg. tho jo has alrd started planning..
i want a party too! hahaha
girls if u are free after 18dec msg me k !(:





THE HL AMAZING SHOPPING RACE

other than mugging(i hope so) .. been working hard!!
but sadly.. tuition ended earlier than expected >.<

1. longchamp planetes black
2. gladiator sandals!!
3. heart shaped (belt)
4. new wallet..
5. two toned korean tote =p
6. pencil case
7. red cardigan
8. gold havaianas

the list is never ending.
and i would say..
9. All my girlfriends to be happy this CHRISTMAS!!
10. to last with my bf.. =)

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back. haha yea.

finally..im here to update. lotsa things happened lately.

1. 44th Sociology AGM.

hahas.. taking part in this thing..is not that fun.

LOL. everyone who saw me asked this.." You Running?"

hmms.. well. as usual. i hate shit jobs. but still..

i ran for it. and yea. I got a position.

its kinda scary to be up there.. with 99% of the voters seniors..

but still,  YAY!

welcome the new Events Directorate (:

 

 

 

2. My friends.

so sorry to GXG. we've nt met since waitsz left for HK.. >

psps..i had alot of schoolwork recently

sorry to my econs camp freshies and soci camp freshies..

my timetable jus doesnt seem to fit into yours.

sorry to my other cliques.. and my crazy mates

hahas. i suck at time management i guess. or should i say.. people management.

 

 

 

4. TO : CHESTER

yea.. im really sorry.
for all that happened.

i've been struggling all these while, to find back that same feel

when we first got together. But i guess, things could never be the same again..and im sure you've alrd felt if, if not, you wouldnt be that paranoid.

i know its abrupt. but yea.. to be honest.

The whole culmination process started in June.
its got nth to do with my camps, or other guys

I know i suck by not replying your long messages or numerous calls,

but you should know me better... (i hope so)

I know you want a second chance, but who doesnt?

5. My AWESOME MOM

my mom is awesomely odd.
she doesnt like e idea of chalets,stayovers, SEP, overseas trip

i think.. i'll only be allowed to go overseas like at e age of 40. HAHAHA

FML.

to her, what she didnt have = what i shouldnt have.

staying over at friend's hse = promiscuous , liberal me. WTF..

cant wait to marry. cant wait to end all this shit.

i will make sure my kid doesnt get such shitty treatment from me.

i swear.
big time.


on a positive note..
love is in the air ^^

LOADS OF NEW COUPLES FORMED!!!

you know who you are..
and..

really wish ya girls all e best!! *HUGS*





i shant emo . i shant cry.. anymore.

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its not for me..
i dont like it.
period.


sometimes,
you just dont know how i feel.
are you taking it for granted..
that i'm using her as a benchmark?? as a yardstick of measurement??
yea.
im gullible. im easily swayed..
but..
lols. i should have know better...

i dont feel *clean*.
i dont feel comfortable.. even appearing anywhere near there.
it sucks when e counter recognises ya..
or scrutinizing me with some odd look..
what if i meet someone i know?
LOLS FML.

time is so precious.
but we chose to spend it there.
spend money on such things..which could have been put to better use.
i really.. dont know why i agreed going..

everytime i think back..
i cringe.
i hate myself.
i cry secretly..
lols. who knows?
whom to share with? wont they judge? hahas..
why have i become like that.
why.. did i even try.




i just hope.
you get my point.
one last chance...
or say
goodbye

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